My intent here isn’t to get attention. Hell, this may only get shared with a couple people. What I am after is accountability. I say a lot of things about getting back in shape or moderating my liquor. But, as soon as it requires the tiniest shred of willpower I cave. I have been fat as long as I can remember. And drinking nearly as long. I lost, then gained, then lost some weight after college. But my BMI has never been better than “overweight”. I felt amazing for the 20 minutes I was no longer obese. I want that again.